You might be underestimating my intelligence. It's either that or my maturity. It's so hard to tell sometimes.
I know it wasn't my fault. I'm just scared. I don't always know what's me and what's just thoughts being put in my head. I'm only 18 and I feel more powerless here than I ever have in my life. I don't know what's going to happen, and I don't know what I'm going to end up doing, and that terrifies me.
[ She needs a minute to just cry. It's the most honest, realistic, down-to-earth advice she's gotten in recent memory. Maybe it is pessimistic, but it resonates. ]
I will. I've come too far to let a little thing like abject terror stop me.
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I know it wasn't my fault. I'm just scared. I don't always know what's me and what's just thoughts being put in my head. I'm only 18 and I feel more powerless here than I ever have in my life. I don't know what's going to happen, and I don't know what I'm going to end up doing, and that terrifies me.
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I will. I've come too far to let a little thing like abject terror stop me.
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