Yeah. Yeah, I know. [He's struggling with wrapping his mind around the fact that she might be dead. The thought is so panic-inducing that he's starting to feel like he can't breathe.]
[He wants to cry; he wants to scream. What if she's dead? What if she's gone forever, again? He would never forgive himself for not having been there enough for her.]
I probably. Should go. I don't know, I don't know what to do, baby, I don't know.
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Steph, she can't be - not again. No.
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Oh god, Steph. [Why is she so far away?]
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Okay. I'm - shit, Steph, I'm so fucking sorry, I'm so far away.
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I probably. Should go. I don't know, I don't know what to do, baby, I don't know.
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Ask- talk to Alfie. Let Ed know what's going on. Keep calling her, maybe she hasn't woken up yet. I'm going to send out a message. Okay?
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