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12:34

Friday, May 4

Verizon

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[mrcreamsicles]

yeah
it is

[He rubs a hand at his face.]

but

[He hates this whole feeling.]

you still dont owe me
i already put clint through listening to me the first time i died
and it was worse then but that doesnt mean this is fun to talk about

[spoileralert]

I'm not offering because I think I owe you. But I won't push it if you don't want to do it, either. To each his own, you know?

[mrcreamsicles]

[There's a good pause here.]

i dont know
i just feel like i should have known better
like we should have been more careful
its not some freak accident like what killed nat
were just stuck here

[spoileralert]

These things happen. Even when you plan everything, and are super careful, sometimes something just goes horribly wrong.

[mrcreamsicles]

ha
story of my life
maybe i should just stop dragging people into it

[spoileralert]

Don't be silly. Life's not worth much if you never take risks.

I for one am glad I got to meet you, no matter what stupid, horrible things happen.

[mrcreamsicles]

how is it worth it if people die because of it

[spoileralert]

That doesn't have anything to do with it. It's worth it because of your intentions. You didn't mean for anyone to die.

[mrcreamsicles]

but intentions still dont make it stop steph
ive got clint beside me shivering
i dont know where lucky is or if hes safe
we lost him
we ran off trying to find him and now were stuck like this

[spoileralert]

I know. I know they don't.

But none of that makes you a bad person. This isn't your fault. This is just one of those stupid, crazy things that happens.

[mrcreamsicles]

maybe

[It's a total non-answer.]

listen i think im going to hang up
debating this stuff isnt really making things easier
and i dont need to depress you harder with my shit
keep an eye out for me when i get back
if i lose something bad like house did dont let anyone take advantage

[spoileralert]

Of course. Just let me know if you do, okay? I did my best with him.

[mrcreamsicles]

hopefully no one has to order me to do anything
but if i can let you know i will
i trust you not to screw me over
take care of yourself steph

[He hangs up here.]